I have been gone from xanga for a long time, again. I find I need to do that for the sake of my sanity. Xanga can be so...xanga. 
While I was away this time my relationship broke down. This happened in large part, due to my insanity. I have good reasons to believe I am actually undiagnosed bipolar. It is a long story and not one I feel inclined to tell here.
Soon, I will be moving in with my daughter. I will be starting over, again. I will be exploring my psyche. I will be better.
